♥~ Enjoy Life LsJie ~♥ ❤ ❥ ❣ ❦ ❧

those r de dearest frens...^.^..i love u all

2012-02-07T00:50:00.000-08:00

倔强的孩子气

2011-11-12T07:12:00.000-08:00

青春就像一场大雨。即使感冒了，依然想要在淋一次。那些年，我再也回不到了。但是除了自己，还有谁会记得那曾经的友情式的暧昧。错过了牵手的就机会，就像心胆开在阳光下、没有方向漂浮在海面。男生就是那样...没有好好地珍惜表白的机会，认为爱女孩的那颗心可以持续...永远永远....女孩默默地等...等那迟迟未来的告白...他会懂吗？那些年孩子气的我们让擦亮了青春、也让我们的距离变得越来越远...

那并不是我想要的。。。后悔了？

2011-11-11T04:01:00.000-08:00

是时间让我看清一切、还是自己拥有厌倦的心态？现在我不停地在挣扎。。。在那个时候，真的觉得自己是那样的庆幸。可是那感觉无法保温。放弃的念头徘徊在门外。。。就在握着门巴的那刻，想到踏出门外后，多少人会因此而受伤？撕破脸皮作坏人，我可以吗？人性的丑恶也只不过人最真诚的一面。为何我无法接受？只想保留一丝的完美，不...我想要拥有地更多。面向镜子，发现脸孔和心灵像卸妆后的模特儿，彻裸裸、无法掩饰。那就是我....或许自己的要求太高了，甚至对身旁的人都要保持完美的一面。也许自己并不是那样的好，所以把童话故事里的主角摆放在我的人生里。这一切一切都能维持吗？对不起，没有好好向你们表达这一切，并自私地把它隐藏。

張智成—陪我好不好

2011-11-10T18:12:00.000-08:00

习惯一个人

2011-11-08T02:32:00.000-08:00

上了大学，有太多事情要自己去面对。
怎么独来独往的我开始没有自主地跟随人群

其实我好喜欢孤僻的感觉和寂寞的安静
不必面对人们的冷言冷语和做作的表情

想要找回一个人的感觉
就是那样习惯一个人

谢谢你们爱我的每个人

2011-10-29T22:49:00.001-07:00

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song [Official Video]

2011-10-14T22:05:00.000-07:00

自主的狮子座

2011-10-14T21:33:00.000-07:00

很憎恨自己犯同样的错误,,,为何不能彻彻底底地改掉？

狮子座的人都是那样的吗？总是那样地好胜？

不甘心落在后方....败给朋友、面子还是自己？

为何自己那样地执着？非想要站在最顶端

每一次的失败都在质疑问题的所在

是策略错了还是我还没完全地了解自己？

他们都说我爱假装、假装地掩饰

无可否认假装是我的主题

不需要那么多人了解我

那种熟悉的感觉我还没寻获

对不起我依然把你们隔离在围墙之外

只能说那是保护拥有强盛自主的自己

有必要的时候，请让我独自在那

不要有多余的干涉和打扰

掩饰正式的感觉真的很辛苦！

谢谢那些年陪我走过的家人和朋友！
我依然会把我的真心让在你的手心！

最后情人~♥

2011-10-10T08:47:00.001-07:00

埋怨的幸福

2011-09-27T02:28:00.000-07:00

不知不觉，已在大学３个星期了。是时间溜地太快，还是我无发察觉时间的存在。３个星期的生活仿佛３年那样漫长。每天上课、吃饭、睡觉...渐渐地习惯没有上网、游戏和看戏...接下来的４年大学生活就是那样的吗？

生命的精彩与短暂可以是一瞬间，亦可长久不息..........

庆幸的昏迷多天的她终于苏醒了。那些日子看着你爸妈着急奔波的样子，你依然迟迟未醒...让人看地好心疼。谢天谢地！日子终算熬过了，愿你早日康复！加油哦！^.^

多年的邻居，你也要坚持哦！不要那么容易放弃！就算我们一天一天地靠近死门，我们都拥有生存的权利...病症的到来只不过是一种经历和考验....熬过去就好了...你行的!

昨天突然得到一个喜讯。真的让我好惊讶！不知怎么了，听到你们的消息，心中有说不出的高兴。这不是第一次经历，但好友恋爱了，就是让我兴奋不已！恭喜恭喜！

爱情会带来伤害、却让我感觉幸福的存在。
看着大家成双成对的，天空仿佛增添了不少甜蜜花圈。
突然好想歌唱“甜甜圈”....突然很想见到你...突然地觉得自己很幸福....就是那么多的突然....

幸福的我在双亲的家庭长大，还拥有哥、姐的呵护。谢谢你们，虽然我时常闹别扭，你们还是那样地迁就。现在的我不知怎么搞的....泪滴很不乖地在眼眶草原奔跳！〉.<

埋怨在幼稚班和小学没能拥有牵手的好朋友...可我在那时候开始懂得竞争的存在
埋怨自己没能在考试中做到百分百...可我在那时候开始懂得做到最好就是最完美的
埋怨好玩的我没乖乖呆在家...可我在那时候懂得世界还有很多事情等着我去挖掘和开窍
埋怨政府把我派到老远的大学..可我在那时候懂得上帝要我把生活圈子广大学习独立面对

幸福的我要感谢上天给我的一切...让我遇见你们....我的未来不再是梦...

这首歌要送给大家,尤其是我那两位好友和傻气的姐姐...

突然好喜欢幼稚的自己

2011-09-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

当情人变成朋友

2011-09-17T20:19:00.000-07:00

暧昧的相遇开始我们的爱情
让我得到保护因为他的存在
是风度还是爱现那时的我分不清

回想在你身旁的那天
不想把手松开
靠着你的肩膀

时间让我们更了解对方
就那样默默地分离
没了信心没了信任

爱我的影子
超越朋友的关怀

对不起那时的对待
把你视为朋友

故事只能那样
情人的开始
朋友的结束

i hate them#%*#&

2011-09-10T22:26:00.000-07:00

im wondering those pp hd never say sori

no brave to say or sori never gt into their mind

i hate them for no courtesy n manners

wats de point for celebrate hry wich hd over

bt stop us from going 2 moon cake festival gathering

i hate them for de unfair treatment to us

y force us 2 attend those un-meaningful met up

it means nting to us...tats a enforcement gathering

i hate them for training us 2 b idiotic pp

it s de traditional bt no improvement

wondering they can b here wif a younger age

hate them 4stil use their mother tongue1 communicate wif us

no forgiveness from us if 1 of u never say sori to me

no politeness from me like de way u treat us

no abhorrence if u no races discrimination

i know it wil NEVER happen!!!

20岁的那一年

2011-08-18T06:12:00.000-07:00

20岁的那一年

还是那样地怀念童年

无忧无虑的天真生活

多自在、多快乐的每一天

20岁的那一年

感觉是时候长大

知道自己不是小孩了

情绪和思想要处理得恰当

别让家人和朋友担心和操心

20岁的那一年

我第一次离家到KL工作

离家背井的感觉真得不好受

想要打电话回家却害怕会含泪谈话

20岁的那一年

懂得家人的重要性

他们那无声的关怀

温暖空虚、寂寞的心灵

有他们真的觉自己是最幸福的！

20岁的那一年

开始体会是非的恶势

社会大学真的是一门学问

学会判断和独立才不会被绊倒

立誓要打败以经验又不更新的老将

不想这欺人的传统怠慢我进取的步伐

20岁的那一年

南下学习独立

延续学业的生涯

离开出生、成长的城市

20岁的那一年

知道老师和朋友的重要性

并不在乎长或短的相处时间

只要大家都曾经开心和真心相对

20岁的那一年

与他见面的次数多了

多了一份真诚的关怀

好想这童话永远不会破灭

20岁的那一年

要感谢上天

让我来到这世界

能用有这美好的生活

我会好好地珍惜这一切

糖果的魅力

2011-07-02T21:04:00.000-07:00

每一件事物都有它存在的意义它带来的快乐同时

也可能掀起伤心的往事

有许多事并不如人所意

我们何不将悲伤的记忆随糖果纸抛去

快乐的幸福就会融化在糖果的甜蜜

小孩为了可爱、艳丽的包装长大后的我们寻回当年的味道

有人依恋曾经拥有的糖果霸占不属于自己的糖果却迟迟不愿做决定

自私，本是人的特性但自私的爱会是苦涩的

愿你我能找到属于自己的糖果

别把自己纳闷在以往的苦涩味道

让幸福的糖果释放甜蜜

Colbie Caillat - I Do

2011-07-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

It's always been about me myself and I
If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy to say that our love wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew to that you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh, I did, I get myself into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust and never feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Wooh Can I get myself into
You make we wanna say

Me a family, a house a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before we spend like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

需要宁静的忧郁

2011-06-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

还以为自己不再突然拥有忧郁的心情

可是想要的宁静不停地在心里挣扎

是我想太多、还是太在意那原则的存在

很多事都想一一掌握在预算的脑盘上

总觉得自己是一厢情愿或强人所难

所以克制心魔的力量需要不断地燃烧

过去与未来的我

2011-05-23T22:19:00.000-07:00

感觉自己在过去两年成长了

懂得与他人沟通、理性地处理事情

但总觉得自己不够好,还需要改善

家人与朋友眼中的我是怎样的？

害羞还是害怕面对现实的残酷？

我甚少提起这简单、复杂的问题

人与人的生活圈子总在重叠

无形间可能产生摩擦和误会

太多的分析、解决技巧要学懂

在过去的我实在不怎么懂事

任何事都想要拥有依靠

给大家带来麻烦和沉重的包袱

不好意思那无形的伤害

谢谢你们一直的陪伴和领导

隐约中让我得到进步的空间

我会努力地做到最好的自己

不再无理头、盲目横撞

勇于地作战、战败懦弱的自己

ハッピーパンダ

2011-04-14T22:27:00.000-07:00

终于交辞职信了。。。真的好累！！！

每天都想赖床。。尤其在下雨天

谢谢パンダ在身旁

有你真好。。。^.^

考试要好好加油哦!

假期快到了!

valentine day 2011

2011-02-14T21:02:00.000-08:00

i ♥ tis photo the most

valentine day s a romantic day
bt its a friendship day for me

in the early morning,
mum requested me2go parade again
i remind her again tat i wont home early
n dun ned 2 cook dinner
since brother would celebrate v's day
for my safety n her curious
she asked hu i go wif n de reason home late
haha...mayb she tot i go out wif lover
partially right...they are my lovers....haha...

神奇俠侶is so nice...
v kep laughing...haha...
after watching movie,
v had dinner at Paparich
again Andrew Choo kep making joke....

nex were photo taking session...hehe...

valentine day = ghost day

i love u all...miss u too...hehe...~♥
unluckily yii ann n wen zhee din come...
nvm i will miss u two...may yii ann recover soon
thanz for giving me a hapi day on such wonderful day
may our friendship kep touch n long...

2nd cny movie 2011

2011-02-11T06:52:00.000-08:00

fel hapi 2 watch tis movie wif my form 6 frens

so long v din met...almost two months

tis movie quite funny n nice...i kep laughing

i like it rather than 笑着回家

thanz them for willing2accompany me eat MCD ice-cream

hehe...super yummy since i dun hv lunch even breakfast

tats nt my fault for nt eating...no food at new house

mushroom soup tat i wan sold out...haiz

1day gone...1day come

sad for cant go KL 2ml

unable 2 join form 6 frens go genting

cant gt 1 job from TS and Jusco

result wil out soon...wori...T.T

hope 2ml wil b a better day...

de days at kl

2011-02-03T08:47:00.000-08:00

我就是那样地矛盾、奇怪亲戚的店铺刚开始营业

还没考STPM就烦恼要到哪里工作刚巧需要人帮他

想要逃离考试的苦恼所以就这样答应了

就像小孩想要快高长大那也是件好事啊

长大了又希望回到小时候我可以专心温习了

12月16日　　1月1日

考最后一张试卷　　新的一年了

不敢想象自己正迈向20岁

　　　12月17日

　想约同学出去玩 1月7至10 日

　　因知道快到外坡工作　独自上下班

　很久才能见到他们只有小狗陪伴

但聚会还是没办成闷得不得了

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　还好他未开课　　　　　　

　　　　　12月18日　　　　　可以陪我吃晚餐

　带着期待的心情到KL　　　　　　　　　　　　　要不然三餐都得挨饭盒

　　对爸和哥有点过不去　　　　　　　　　　　　　

　早上起来，他们上班了　　　　　　　　　　1月11日

下午，我离开了　　　　　　　　　　　刚巧astro和wifi都无法连上

　只是匆匆地通过电话告别　　　　　　　无聊地过着原始人的生活

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　工作，吃饭，睡觉......

　12月23至25日　　　　　　　　　　　　　才发现我的旧电话可以on fb

与一班超级好友庆祝圣诞　　　　　　　　不幸中的大幸

　第一次大家出游到马六甲

　　　　也在平安夜揭开了秘密　　　　　　　　　　　　　1月20日

　对不起那迟来的"惊喜"　　　　　　　　　　　　　相隔2年没游泳

谢谢你们带给我的快乐　　　　　　　　　　　　　没想到是在KL

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　重拾在水中自由的感觉

　　　对不起我的同学

　无法出席圣诞party　　　　　　　　　　　　第一次看半夜场和3D

不好意思多次缺席聚会　　　　　　　　　The Shock Labyrinth

　我好想念你们啊！　　　　　　　　　　　　全场只有八个人哦

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　刺激又紧张地吓自己

　　　12月25日　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　那就是傻傻的我

　难得LaiChun来KL　　　　　　　　　　　　　　但不是我一人

很可惜还是无法见面

　　也这样平淡地度过圣诞　　　　　　　　　　　　1月２２日

　简单地和特别的你倒数　　　　　　　　　　　　一口气爬七楼

　　　谢谢你的包容和宽心　　　　　　　　　　　　喜欢爬楼梯的感觉

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　想念在三德的时光

　　　　　12月28和29日

连续迷路两天　　　　　　　　　　　　　1月3０日

　紧张不得了　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　工作的最后一天

　　　　还好有他的帮助　　　　　　　　　　　　同时也生病了

　要不然我会崩溃

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　1月31日

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　回怡保过年

　　　　　　　　　　　在这一个月半里

　　　　　　　　　　我很少打电话回家

　　　　　　　　　爸妈可能觉得我没想家

　　　　　　　　　　其实我真的好想家哦

　　　　　　　　　　　因我害怕我会哭

　　　　　　　　　有好几次爸妈打电话给我

　　　　　　　　　　我都不知觉地哭了

　　　　　　　　　　　　好辛苦哦

　　　　　　　　　哭的同时还要装着没事

　　　　　　　　　　我可不要他们担心

　　　　　　　　　　　谢谢姐抽空回家

　　　　　　　　　谢谢你们照顾我的BoyBoy

　　　　　　　　　　　谢谢你们的关心

　　　　　　　　还有谢谢那些回我sms的朋友

　　　　　　　我才能忍着想家的伤痛熬过来

　　　　　　　　　距离开学还有７个月

　　　　　　　　　　我要好好地呆在家

　　　　　　　　　　　不想离家了^.^

Sky of Love... 恋空...koizora

2011-01-31T00:04:00.000-08:00

love de japan movie...

watched it b4 back Ipoh...haha

touch...♥

xmas 2011

2011-01-30T22:56:00.000-08:00

虽然我不是基督教徒，每一年的圣诞节我都特别期待...

就像儿童节的到来，糖果、礼物陪我度过。

chicken rice...hehe...

durian puff oh...

oi shi...yummy...^.^

Nyoya 菜

遗留足迹在城堡。。。

celebrated stella's bthday...

sori for be lated

thanz 4 celebrated xmas 2gether...may my xmas wish in xmas wil sucess....

hope our frenship laz 4ever...i love the moment wif u all...

wif the present of u, my life bcome more wonderful...thanz...

i ♥ u

The Shock Labyrinth...20-1-2011

2011-01-20T19:23:00.000-08:00

so good 2 watch movie at midnite...
tats a japanese movie...i tink wan xin wil like it very much
although i dun totally understand it, i like the tis movie...
juz 8 pp in de cinema...1st time watching 3D too....hehe....

b4 tat,i swam oh...hehe....
4years i din jump into swimming pool le...hehe...
hapi...yuhu....thanz....^.^

欢乐圣诞节2010

2010-12-09T00:31:00.000-08:00

每一年都很期待着圣诞节

喜庆的节日相似温暖全世界

它的到来总是让我雀跃万分

2007-受到第一份圣诞礼物

2008-恶作剧的夜晚

2009-第一次体验圣诞气氛

2010-？？？

今年会与我的四位好‘姐妹’庆祝

现在已在幻想中。。。哈哈！！

好可爱的杯子蛋糕。。。^.^

好想过下雪的圣诞。。躺在白雪上。。多享受。。虽然会很冷。。

那一次过后我可能连踏在雪地都不愿意。。。但总要试过才知道。。。

。。。。。。。。。.。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。圣。诞。节。总。是。离。不。开。礼。物。看。着。五。颜。六。色。的。礼。物。摆。放。在。圣。诞。树。下，心。情。多。愉。快。。哪。怕。那。只。是。空。盒。子。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

♪ ~雪人怎么不见了，雪人怎么不见了

雪人只有手没有脚他怎么能跑♪

雪人只怕太阳照太阳一出雪就消

~♫雪人不会喊呀不会叫

那太阳出来它只好溶化掉

雪人原来不坚牢只怕太阳照~♫
太阳一出雪就消~♪ 雪人不见了

雪人怎么不见了雪人原来不坚牢

♫~虽然它有头也有脑等太阳出来它就自己不能保

~圣诞老人~

你可要记得给我礼物哦！

我还是小孩。。。

虽然时常否认

^.^

MerRy cHrisTmas!!!

Sam Tet U6f3 2010

2010-11-10T21:39:00.000-08:00

2ml is graduation day...laz day for studying together....
erm....i tink i shall miSs tis form 6 liFe....
tats a swEet meMory...

although im nt close wif every1 in class...
anywer, nice 2 Met u all...
funny action, cold joke, SS character...
make our life colurful...thanz a lotz...

STPM is coming soon...
lets work hard together...
1month more v shall gt our
unLimited fReedOm...haha...

+U!!!~~~kEp in touch too....^.^

郭采洁 - 笨的可以

2010-11-05T22:31:00.000-07:00

i love de lyrics...

听你开心说着你的事情

我有一种莫名心跳反应

夜深人静时候突然想到你

没有原因没有逻辑谁能说明

总以为我们是地球的南北两极

直到分开旅行我才明白

有好多的话想说给你听

是我笨得可以我们早就相遇

我说服我自己这一切只是友情

是你让我相信两颗心没有距离

我才发现原来我爱着你

总是爱捉弄我寻我开心

从来没有想过会喜欢你

也许爱情就是没什么道理

缘分来临措手不及谁看得清

总以为我们是地球的南北两极

直到分开旅行我才明白

有好多的话想说给你听

是我笨的可以我们早就相遇

我说服我自己这一切只是友情

是你让我相信两颗心没有距离

我才发现原来我爱着你

是我笨的可以没看穿你的心

还以为这只是爱情无聊的恶作剧

是我笨的可以我终于面对自己

勇敢证明我是真的爱你

我是真的爱你

Julio 黄苠晋《我不是冠军》

2010-10-15T06:20:00.000-07:00

there is oli 1 winner in a competition...

i alwaz tel myself 2 try my best...

i wanna b winner in my own life...

fight against de laziness...

console myself nt2gv up...

+U Sze Jie n my frens^.^

23句跟同桌说过的话

2010-10-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

1.老师来了叫我一声!

2.快写!写完借我抄抄! 你先抄..抄完给我!

3.笔借我用下

4.让我看看（考试时）!

5.你几分啊（试卷发下来后）...

6.下一节什么课啊?

7.还有几分钟下课啊?

8.别说话，老师在后面!?...

9.帮我传给XXX

10. 这次考试靠你了!

11.哎.那个XX字怎么写?

12.饿死了...你有吃的没?...

13.有透明胶没?...

14.水让我喝口... 你别对着嘴啊..

15.晚上作业是什么?

16. 别看..老师在窗户那！..

17.让我出去~~让我进去~~

18.我先睡一会，老师来了叫我一声！

19. 这次默写默什么？等下字写大点！

20.这题是选A还是B？

21.有课外书没？

22.咱班内谁和谁有问题~

23我写前十道题，你写后十道！

ooops...my high sch life is going 2 end soon...i enjoy it much...i miss my 2nd sch life too...how much fun i had?damn hapi as i recall it...thanz all my ex-clasmates...u all colour my life...^.^

hope 2 hv primary schmates gathering too...wat make us for going far from each other?so sori for dun kep close touch wif u all...nvm...hope all de best in studies or work oh...+U!!cheers!!

U6F3 1st class video

2010-10-08T05:10:00.000-07:00

tats reali a nice video...unluckily it was banned at laz min...due to dun match de title n over 5min woh...wat lah..no 1 tel us abot tat...so handed in a slide show wif 2 min...watever lah...i tink all of us enjoy de presentation...tat will b part of our f6 memories too..hehe....^.^

黃明志 - 天在看

2010-10-07T01:54:00.000-07:00

x WAR plz!

let de world PEACE!

God is over there!

爷爷

2010-09-30T03:24:00.000-07:00

曹格~爷爷

搖下車窗在熟悉的路上哼著你愛的那首歌
竹藤椅石砌牆懷念茶香全家福的舊相框

你牽我走彎彎的小巷風吹過落葉的地方
你說孩子勇敢的去闖去看世界的模樣

長大的世界充滿了偽裝牛奶糖不再是犒賞

說故事捉迷藏愛的失望犯錯卻沒人原諒

你牽我走彎彎的小巷風吹過落葉的地方

你說孩子勇敢的去闖去看世界的模樣

我又踏上彎彎的小巷今天陪我的是月光

我終於懂時間的重量你卻不在我身旁

当我听这首歌
不仅让我好想拥有爷爷
我未曾见过我爷爷
因他在我出生前就离世了

庆幸的我的还有太公
但也在我的童年快要结束前离开
然而我和太公的感情未至于浓深与情
我依然那样地敬佩他、仰慕他

有着中国的文化、书艺

脸上总会有让人温暖的微笑

通情达理与明白事理的他

幸福地与太婆走了人生一大半路

在天堂的你，要好好地守护太婆哦

我想太婆是多么地想你啊！

我也真的好想有爷爷在身旁。。。

hapi moon cake festival^.^

2010-09-22T02:53:00.000-07:00

♫~月亮圆，月亮照在我心房~♪

those hu unable 2 celebrate tis festival, dun sad...

make a call 2 ur family will warm ur heart...

moon will shine ur heart as ur family do...

laz n nt least,i love u my sis..♥.i miss u too

yummy Choki Choki chocolate paste...^.^

2010-09-15T21:13:00.000-07:00

ate it as my breakfast

prevent me from falling asleep

recall my childhood

how yummy it is...hehe...^.^

suvivor day 8-9-2010

2010-09-09T01:14:00.000-07:00

Name : Kelly Castle

Architectural Style : Moorish Revival/Indo-Saracenic

Place : Batu Gajah, Perak, Malaysia

Client : William Kellie Smith

Started : 1915

tats a good place 2 do yoga

how good it is if i hv such castle can let me c de big big world?

ooops...v'r in the sky...wif blue sky is more prefect

♥ de GREEN grass...

♥corridor n staircase...

felt like a princess in fairy tale...wonderful...♥

after hving lunch v heading 2 waterfall at Kampar...

~so cold~

i ♥ Green

i ♥ Environment

i ♥ Blue Sky

Barney I love YOu, you Love me ~♪ ~ ♥ ~ ♫

2010-09-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

i love you

you love me

we're a happy family

with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you

wont you say you love me too!

i love you

you love me

we're best friends like friends should be

with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you

wont you say you love me too!

*love it much...hehe...^.^

tats my childhood song

♥ miss u baby

2010-08-30T09:35:00.000-07:00

你是多么地调皮啊！

把我搞得头昏脑胀

却喜欢看着在摇篮熟睡的你

静静的、有着乖巧的模样

如今还是喃喃自语的你

我依然要你叫我姐姐

太多与你傻气的下午

是时候把它放在记忆信箱

快乐的生活吧!

未来真等着你哦!

♥ 好想你哦!!!!

初恋红豆冰

2010-08-30T08:41:00.000-07:00

这电影反映已遥不可及的回忆

当中的快乐和悲伤依然烙印在心里

有的人会怀念、有的人却试着忘记

确实曾经挫伤的人带着阴影去面对未来

但我们都学会了长大、了解自己想要的

以往的快乐与泪滴不能乘搭时光机

也没必要强迫它赶上未来的列车

过去的让它停留在那里就好了

所以要懂得去珍惜每一刻

*tat's a nice movie...

v should support M'sia movie oh

rebthday 27-8-2010

2010-08-27T22:52:00.000-07:00

so hapi...again i gt surprise as laz year...

as v walked along de kinta river, i saw a " couple" over there...wats made me fel tat?there r a lots of candles on the floor...reali romantic...i wan 2 walk away...wats for v walk pass them 2 interrupt...bt Hoe Loon kep pushing me walk towards...n Ying Weng kep walking towards them...im shock as wai leng turned around n hold a cake ...tat "couple" are Wai Leng n Kah Hao...ooops....

after eating cake, their evil time was on...ice cream cake bcame shooting gun...my hair n face bcame shooting board too..for sure i wan 2 retaliate...haha....so end wif hair, body n face creamy n sticky...

v hv our 2nd round at Station 1 Cafe...blow water n 38 Hoe Loon's ting...haha...

again v b the laz customer...after walking out from de cafe, v still continue chatting outside de cafe...so 3am oli home...

reali touch...so long five of us dun gather...thanz de celebration....how romantic it is...de memories will never deleted from my mind...i will kep tat in my heart too...love u guys...so good 2 b fren wif u al...missing u ...awaiting nex gathering in oct..hope Kah Hao gt somting 2 let us 38...^.^

これは私の生命に重要の誰かへメッセージであ

2010-08-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

ブルースターに

あなたとの愛でのように感じなさい

しかし私はあなたとの愛のに恐怖を感じる

私は再度傷つきもたいと思わない

そう私はそれから自分自身をに保護するために保つ

あなたのそして私の友人は私達について尋ね続ける

私達の両方はちょうど何もふりをしない

こと私達の友情を維持する方法はであるように

私は私の友人との時間を楽しむ

快適な感じ友人と掛かるため

友人が私の生命の重要な役割を担うので

私はほしいと思うものが運よく理解する

私は失った自由をので愛ほしくない

運よく同じ考えを有する

これは私達が自由を愛すると証明す

私がである何そう心配は起こらないようにようである

その祭典の会われるに幸せ

それは私の生命に歩くことを可能にした

それは私が信じる傾ける事である

私は私の生命の右の人であることを考える

そう私とのあることに感謝したいと思いなさい

あなたの気遣うことは私の中心の今最も貴重である

青空から

kl trip 20-22.8.2010

2010-08-24T01:49:00.000-07:00

yup...so stressful as exam was on...so planned 2 go kl for relax...

sori for unable 2 met germaine n boon kai b4 i went kl..both of them were going 2 leave m'sia on sunday...de former went for trip whereas de latter went taiwan 2 study...again miss boon kai...all de best in his studies...

sori for being blur blur delighted at wrong bus station...luckily de great tourist guide, jian yuan knew de way...de terminal suppose was bukit jalil bt nt duta...haiz...

having dinner at sungai wang...

dinner wif toilet bowl...

i tink de former looks more alike faeces...haha....som1 made de...

went sunway on 2nd day...unluckily kit mun n yu heng unable 2 come...so good guo rong n keat kiat came out as i called them 2 watch movie--the last airbender...while waiting,v went for ice skiing...nice...i will b back soon...hehe....luckily i din fall down...hehe...thanz...

shopping on de 3rd day...

ooops..so wonderful tis kl trip...hope 2 stay longer...bt i insist on my principle...nv absent for sch...again miss de bus at bukit jalil...so abroad at duta bus station....delight at wrong station n abroad from there too...haha...

ooops...kl lrt, monorail dizz my head...

road shows there...it made me felt at hong kong...

for sure my parent angry me for traveling night bus...its almost 1am as i reach home...mum asked " kl so nice until u dun wan 2 home?"...ya...reali nice 2 stay there as there r many frens at kl...anywer thanz de tour guide...wihout him, tis kl trip i will nv enjoy...

hapi bthday 11-8-2010

2010-08-11T08:45:00.000-07:00

bthday is going 2 end soon...as 12am reached, i received calls from my two good frens, wai leng n jian yuan...ya...so hapi as they rmb it...although they unable 2 come back...

i still able 2 wake up early although slep at 4 somting...i slow down my speed, bt still reached sch veryvery early...on de way 2 sch, i received sms from yee leng,my lovely clasmates...she din sch leh...ooops...tats y fel bored whole day...ya...i received a present from wan xin, my best fren too...hehe...chit chatting wif her ouside de clasrom as i hd my breakfast...

ooops...as i walked back 2 my class, there was a big box wif them...they r busy wrting somting...i juz pretend nting 2 b seen...boring in class since teachers let us did revision for more than 5 periods...bt some how no mood in celebrating bthday...luckily there were some frens available 2 sms...especially foo keat, my bro...thanz for helping me from bcoming more moody...so long v din chit chat le...thanz khai hoong too for lending me his hp 4 fb...

ya...i received call from germaine bcoz he din sch 2day... gt a bit moody since he is my best fren at f6 too...it ok...nting 2 sori...as long u fel good...bt thanz for promise invite me eat oh...rmb indulgence...hehe...

rushing home by juz using 15mins...after making fun wif baby,it was my time wif my lovely doggy...somhow still dun fel hapi...tats y hving nap for hours...

ya...my dad brought me 2 hv dinner..while my mum n bro gv my pocket money...hehe...thanz oh...how good it is my sis wif us too...during de meal, i oli noticed tat 2day is my Chinese bthday too...so blur...no wonder...bcoz years b4, i celebrated wif family during Chinese whereas Western wif my fren...so sad i juz can celebrate bthday once tis year...

anywer thanz my classmates for singing songs for me...thanz de present...i will put de bear at a special place...bcoz i din like 2 hug bear...sori for tat...thanz chee hao for calling me too...hehe...thanz boon kai hu r going 2 leave m'sia soon for rmb my bthday...im going 2 miss u badly since v unable 2 met for year...thanz those wishes at fb too...

19 le..rmb laz year,my classmates sang bthday song at lecturer hall...TS gang (the store) made a surprise for me...reali miss tat too...1 year gone...there r too many ting hapen...i lost n missun somting...somhow i able 2 met new frens,enjoy my sch life n know wat i should do n wan...

Happy bthday 2 me...all de best 2 my family n frens...^.^

panda eyes

2010-08-02T01:23:00.000-07:00

ooops panda eyes r wif me...1 more month...

gambateh is de oli word i can say...haiz

bthday wish sucess partially on 31-7-2010

2010-08-02T00:52:00.000-07:00

ya...my bthday is coming..thanz de special fren for celebrating bthday early for me...reali shock as u reach my house...anywer, im so hapi wif tat...altough it was juz few hours...same day i noticed my lovely best fren rmb my bthday..its ok if u cant back in time...u back ipoh is de wonderful present for me...c ur smile is a way 2 b hapi...besides, my sis went home in the midnight...ooops...u may nt came back purposely for my bthday, bt appreciate as i wish 2 met u in those few day...reali miss u much ah...hehe...damn hapi tat day...hehe...thanz all of u...

u noe me much...i love vege....salad is yummy...hehe...thanz...^.^

ice blended mango...love it much...sweet...hehe

visit st anne's church on 25-7-2010

2010-07-25T07:23:00.000-07:00

ya...i started my new day...woke up early n heading 2 church...v started our journey at 7am...i slept for whole journey...hehe...yaya...i love 2 sleep n sleepy too since dun sleep well few days ago...v reached bukit mertajam aroung 9 somting n had breakfast there...

drinking de blessed water at water front

wah...st anne's church reali looks grand...it is located along Jalan Kulim towards Alma and right opposite to Taman Tenang...it is a catholic church...yaya...i wan2 b Cristian or Catholic prayer since childhood...it gt into mind since i study at ave maria convent which is a catholic sch since primary sch...

Chee Wei n me stayed aside n waited Germaine n his parent pray..mean while, i prayed for myself as well as my family...v end tat around 11pm...thanz Chee Wei for invite us 2 eat ice-cream...hehe...felt hot after going for de 15 stations of the cross...

14 stations of the cross in the path leading up to the first chapel in St Anne Church Bukit Mertajam

thanz Germaine for inviting me as well as his parent...they gv opportunity to me 2 pray n gt apologize from god...long time ago, i had make a mistake...nobody notice tat...it was a serious problem in my life...once it was noticed by others, many pp will angry wif me n im sure i hv 2 hide myself...mayb bcome more emo...after praying, i fel good...hope i will never tink tat again...ya, i should look forward bt nt backward...it s an experience 2 remind me nt 2 do wrongs in life...besides, i noe a wonderful life is waiting for me...thanz Germaine...=>

ooops it was rainyday...again i slep soundly on de way back...there were many accidents as v came near 2 jelapang tol...luckily they were juz minor...no pp gt injured or die...wats pop up in my mind is ‘life is protected by us as wel as god'...god bless...

play amzing flying helicopter n 木屐 16-7-2010

2010-07-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

2day kah soon brought us back 2 childhood oh...hehe...after havining duty, v sped up ourselves 2 kep all ting...tats reali amazing games...‘amzing flying helicopter'...i never play tis games b4...kah soon brought tat from night market...RM10 for 3...dring duty, he kep explain on how 2 play...juz like a kid showing his new games...hehe...

how happy m i as i saw de helicopter spinning in the sky...unluckily de sky was nt dark enough...im so stupid leh...while pulling de string, i hurt my finger...besides, i oso unble 2 let de helicopter fly high as they did...tats y kep laugh by them especially kah soon...haiz...v kep playing for more than half hour...other libririans n users bask home le...i tink de security guide curious y v didnt home n played tat such childish games...since all of us r sixth formers...haha..no wonder...v r playful n like child...

after tat, v had tea at Breeze Cafe...i was having ice chocalate...nt yummy as i wan...watever lah...i juz dun wan 2 drink ice blended tat night...i tink kah soon was happy 2 met his ‘girl'...haha...

mean while,v played 木屐...at first, v played in normal style...after tat...funny ideas popped out from our brains...ooops...im sure those pp at de side wondering wats v play...haha...watever...v fel hapy on wat v play...haha...so happy 2 b fren wif u all...thanz...

站在浮萍上

2010-07-17T05:18:00.000-07:00

生活如浮萍！不想被风被动摇。。。更不想回到污浊的池塘。。。曾经的美丽已化为泡沫。。。所以无法抓紧。。。很想跟随风飘洋过海。。。但依然对鱼儿有一丝的眷恋。。。懂得不能抛弃鱼儿。。。也不晓得如何让风离开原本很宁静的池塘。。。唯有长时间依附在浮萍。。。大家请原谅我那暂时自私的决定。。。

germaine's bthday n funpark on 10-7-2010

2010-07-10T21:43:00.000-07:00

blue berry cheese cake

i tink 10-7-2010 wil b the happiest day 4 tis month...hehe...v celabrated germaine's bthday...although it was 10days earlier...surprises r given 2 him...

after buying pizza n cake, v went 2 his house...luckily de moment v reach, he was taking bath...so lian shen n yee mun opened de door 4 us...soon, v hide ourself in his room...kah soon n me hide behind de door, whereas chun kit hide beside his bed...de next was lian shen n yee mun asking him 2 go upstair...while waiting, v wan 2 laugh... how difficult it is... juz like asking us nt 2 breath...ooops...germaine kep laughing oli after found us...like playing 捉迷藏...hehe

after li yong reached, v continue de celebration...ate cake,piza,took photos n open present...de present wrapped wif many newspapers...i tink germaine opened it unpatiently...haha...wats were inside?girl's n boy's nessary tings r inside...inconvience 2 say here...haha...mayb he was damn hapi wif tat...

erm...v watched 周星驰's movie whole evening...laugh non-stop...mean while,i was tired n had a nap...while waiting 2 night time, it was raining...hey...plz stop it...i wan 2 go fun park...luckily rain stop after 2hours...hehe...

there was a surprise 2 all of us...v met germaine's parent as v were having dinner...how come some1 talk loudly at my backwards?ooops...tats was germaine's mum...how come no 1 notice tat?i could b forgive since it was de 1st met for me...

coming next was going 2 fun park...im de oli 1 so excited...my childhood dun hv any memory abot fun park...although v dun play much games, how hapi m i by juz looking de scene of fun park...so hapi...tat moment, i reali wan 2 b kid...hehe...

wah..excellnt... im so playful...tats was de oli games i played ...scream n scare r oli ting i could do...eys closed n opend bcoz....hehe...thanz germaine n lian shen for accompanied me play tat 360 crazy games...^.^

after playing, rain again...hehe...it's almost time 2 home...soooooo hapi leh 2 day...fel like holiday...if holidays r going on, may b v will stay overnight n chit chat whole night...wats a wonderful day for me...

Cre 想起aMz...

2010-07-07T05:36:00.000-07:00

莫名地想起你！不知你在外的日子过得如何？好怀念我们以往念书的时光。。。因你我爱上了紫色，你却被我弄糊涂了。。。怎么不停地让我想起我们曾经傻笑、打面包战、在车子里吭OrEo和冰琪淋、傻乎乎地跑广场、在夜晚吹水、诉说心情的每一刻。。。庆幸上天让我遇上了你，让你步入我的世界。。。而你拥有好友比不上的称号。。。我懂得我们各自都有梦想。。。时光无法倒退，却也不能把我们的友情撤退。。。一切要小心哦！加油我的Amz...hehe...^.^

love 2 c ur smile...

2010-07-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

once i c him, all those trouble r gone...i love ur smile...scare 2 c u cry...1 more month i hv 2 say goodbye 2 u...wat feling is tat at de moment u leave?hu can make me happy as u did? close 2 u , my heart will never unhappy!^.^

塔罗牌里的我

2010-06-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

怎么我的眼泪会不知不觉中掉落?

我看似那样地软弱和无助吗?

保持沉默就是不要伤害他人

我并不是要刻意逃避什么东西

因我害怕成为饭锅下的黑炭

一个人静静净化我的思想

原谅我不法释怀的坚持

信任的光环我抓不紧

是我的缺陷和失误

pangkor trip 19-6-2010

2010-06-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

sch is going 2 reopen...1st wek of holiday,quaratine myself at home...reali boring...2wek back sch ...tis was de laz holiday for f6...

1st time i being lied by fren...they plan for almost 1wek...invite me 2 go work...as i hv prepared everyting n wait for ying weng...i received jian yuan call...n soon he appear in front of my house...so far he travel 2 ipoh from his hometown...at 1st, i tot he juz came 2 ipoh 2 visit fren...kep playing joke...i still dun believe wat he said...so i called ying weng...ya....they reali made joke...their main purpose is go 2 pangkor...

so slepy on de way go...bcoz few day ago i dun hv enogh slep n hv tea wif my best fren them till midnight...hehe...mayb tired, i had no mood in talking...so i b listener...hehe...

pangkor taxi...pink colour de

i tis was 1st time i went...so excited...luckily de weather very nice....hehe...wah...i saw pei hwa in de ship...hehe...prove tat de earth is round...after half hour shipping from lumut to p.pangkor n having lunch...v started our discovery...haha...cycling on de island...most of us r girl...so dun hv enough energy 2 cycling on de slope 2 reach another beach... de sun shinning, v bcome more blacky... yu heng s de oli 1 so hapi wif tat...

wats de funny ting v hv did...pushing a tree trunk from sea 2 beach... dig de crab hole...self-loving...haha...reali enjoy...unlukily...it juz 1 day...

pink road sign....izit pink = pangkor?

it almost 7.30pm as v finish bath...nex will b our dinner at sitiawan...stomach playing gdrum as v found our way...v met tat family for 3 time in a day...hem let us met again....1st time eat seafood wif fren...i love 2 eat, bt i dunoe how 2 eat...funny oh?tats y i kep quiet as they order food...

luckily xiao ting n yu heng chatting along de way home so jian yuan dun fall aslep...me n ying weng unable 2 force ourself nt sleping...jian yuan able 2 sent all of us home around 12am...im sure he tired 2 drive whole day...again he ned 2 spent 90min more 2 back home...

i love de sunset...it so fast disappear from de sea level...love it shining on de sea...1day is end soon...

thanz all of u...my holiday was nt in blank paper wif tis trip...coming day, im going 2 sit for exam...so wait me half year more 2 hang around wif u...

harmonica camp 9-11/6/2010

2010-06-13T03:59:00.000-07:00

FRESCO Harmonica Ensemble

those f3 n f4 juniors did de prepration for tis camp for months, although it juz 40members take part out of hundred members...almost all f6 member back on 2nd day...v though tat there would b a interchange camp wif a kajang sch...unluckily they din come due 2 gonna 2 prepare 4 competition at s'pore nex month...zanen desu ne...however, v able 2 open our ears n eyes big big 2 gt noe abot FRESCO Harmonica Ensemble...four of them won de world champion 2009...excellent...

v went home 2 take our nessasries 2stay over night...i juz brought my lovely small pillow,sheet n toothbrush along...im shock 2 c germaine's car as he drove into sch compound...5of them suck in a small car wif lots of pillows...i tink they r nt comfortable along de journey except driver...

yee mun arrage her bed...as well help us too...hehe....thanz...

i thought my pillow wouldnt in use since i expected they we r going 2 blow water whole night...at 1st, germaine opened his labtop n plurk in my broadband 2 search for online tv...he wanna 2 watch tat drama on ntv7 due 2 laz esipod...unlucikly, he search nthing...haha...yee mun n me busy wif anz phone call...chee wei n sum yong throw themself into computers games n online...

germaine wear my shoes...tats y he bcome girl..hehe...call germaine as she is totally correct...i purposely uplaod tis phot bcoz he oso purposely dun let me slep well in tis two days...haha..yeah

after blow water a while...it was almost 2am...i still sms while lying on de "bed"...so again sum yoong said,"small kid is sms-ing"...haiz...he kep on calling me small kid, others follow him so...haiz...enough....let it end after my 19th bthday...

whole night din slep wel...lying on de "soft bed"...germaine ocupy my sleping place...even could hear som 1 nostrils playing music...haiz...no 1 wan 2 admit tat...tats y i kep awake whole night....

so comfortable bcoz i went home 2 take bath wif yee mun b4 i went tt...damn boring de lesson bcoz mis cheong kep on teaching paper 1...haizz...2hours gone...i went back 2 sch...1st time i c chee wei dun finish meal,n others guys kep drank H2O...juz me n lian shen dun eat chicken, so tat rice nt spicy for us ...haha...

although v r tired n slepy...v enjoy de drama preformed by the campers...almost every drama gt unlogic scene...bt they did a good job since they juz 13-15...

ya...i b the ghost wif others f6members in tis camp...flying here there...2 look after those guys hu dun wan 2 slep...no choice...v hv 2 off de lights 2 make them slep...bt senioirs play around...haha...

tis camp recall my memories of OC n gwuang hwa camp...i do agree tat camp can enhance de relationship wif fren...thanz...

小熊饼干

2010-06-12T00:03:00.000-07:00

those photos r taken by me...hope 2 b photographer...i tink my parent will nt hapi wif tat...nvm...i sucess my dream over here...sori 4 those bear biscuits...ned 2 b my model b4 being eaten by me....hehe...thanz...love u all so much...hehe...^.^

你们比他更重要

2010-06-10T00:46:00.000-07:00

他曾经是恶梦。。。
请你们不要再提起他。。。
脑海现在不想拥有他丝毫的足迹。。。
有你们的生活，我会过得比以往更好的。。。

《相逢》张小娴

2010-06-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

已好久没真真地看书了...指的是课外书...大概是一年吧！那时家里安装了网路, 课余时间都漫游在网络世界。都怪自己无法拥有坚定的信任，受到面子书与部落格的诱惑，把原有的阅读喜好搁置。幸得小婷借了这一本书，让我回味书香的味道。以往我只须花一天看完一本书，这一次三天的灯火都在燃烧。或许我的扫描机太久没用了、也因这书不在我的喜悦范围。作者以散文反映爱情的想法，讲述人与人从相遇到相处的过程(多属爱情）...有始以来，我都不是感性的人，让我感动的只会是与亲情有关的片段，所以不会像一般女生爱看爱情小说、狂追偶像剧。爱情小说和偶像剧把爱情变成童话式的，难免女生有了太多的幻想。也因如此，我对爱情的书籍与电影还有隔膜。

然而，这书中有些词语烙印在我的脑海里。

“人生何处不相逢，然而，有些人的确是一辈子也不会相逢”
~说的没错，但懂得相处才能延续相逢的美态

“男人的血应该为国家流、为保护家人、妻子、儿女而流” 326

~男人为爱情写血书是多么地不值啊！

“女人的泪留不住变心的男人”326
~女人没有必要为爱情哭泣，爱情只是生活的一部分

“一个人并非不会为另一个人改变，我们都曾经为所爱的人改变良多。然而，我们永不可能把本来的个性全部改变。”328
~爱一个人就得接纳彼此的差异，谁也不应该为谁改变

爱情的观念与其在书籍里摸索，我倒会与朋友分享...那时与姐妹花站在同一线上敌对满肚“道理”的男生...比起看爱情书籍，那更是过瘾啊！

隐藏的影子

2010-06-07T22:10:00.000-07:00

我开始了隐居的生活

想要逃离闲话的城市

可是我是影子

阳光把我照射

浮现在灯光下

偶尔的恰遇

假装地带过

不想去争着

没有刻意把自己隐藏

只是我想独自拥有它

还不适宜告布全世界

请原谅我的自私

因你没有权力懂得

牵涉的只有相关的人

希望特别的你会明白我

my sis treat me as babydoll...

2010-06-07T00:55:00.000-07:00

haiz...my sis treat me as babydoll...she had 2 go dinner wif my dad since my mum nt feeling wel...kep playing my hair b4 she made hers...no choice i had 2 obey her since i was younger sis...tis was 2nd time my hair bcome curly...luckily it juz tempolary...i prefer straight hair ah...in my opinion, i look old wif curly hair...haiz...as i ask my mum opinion, wats a funny anz she reply..."dun u tink u r nt 14 year old anymore?"...hey mum, i almost19 in coming 2 month...how scare m i carry along my curly hair 2 date my frens later...luckily they said nthing...mayb they whisper in their heart...watever lah...tats over...in conclusion,.2 bcome mature i prefer 2 wear my spec rather than curly hair...

换上眼眶去看清世界

2010-06-04T07:03:00.000-07:00

世界太色彩了,我得戴上眼镜把他看清楚

轻薄的镜片陪我经历年少的岁月，同时让我渐渐把身旁的事务看清

耀眼的光线刺痛了眼角、
一罗罗的尘沙冲着我来
恰好有魔力的眼眶分析一切
我要有你的陪伴让自己成长
再也不用模糊内心的猜疑
也掩饰那双熊猫眼

i ~thanz ~u

2010-05-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

u r nice 2 let me fren wif u
i never tot de day u r close 2 me

u said u r alwaz there for me
i hope it is nt dream at tis moment

u remind our promise n gv me courage
i will sucess my dream n make it come true

thanz...feel hapi as u take care me...i will do de same

running towards the sky wif the shinning sun

2010-05-26T04:22:00.000-07:00

i unable 2 hold the whole the sky in my hand now...as i noe, the sun is shinning over there..i shall chase after him...no matter how tough it is...it might b a long journey, bt i hope i m able 2 cope it...amz...congrat for able 2 run into the right way n get closer2 ur dream...+U 2gether...i will miss u much...^.^

熊猫要谢谢你！

2010-05-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

不想压迫自己做不愿意的事情

往往现在的我得向现实低头

.........................................................

常把心事往黑暗的房间藏

因不能告诉他们、也不晓得如何

.................................................................

在我快要失去方向的那一刻

你不间接地给我无限的鼓励

........................................................

你或许不晓得我是多么的快乐

拥有你的关心让我有勇气冲刺了

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*我不会把你的激励化为泡沫的。。。

期待那一天的到来！^.^

station 1 cafe

2010-05-21T22:21:00.000-07:00

i have been explode 2 station 1 cafe's advertisement laz year...however, laz year v unable 2 get enough seats since v hv too many pp...tat nite was memorable 4 guo rong...no one want 2 steal his car even he miss left his car key on de car door...2nite(22-5-2010),actuali is midnite...v left home at 12am since i had duty,wai leng had work n the main reason was our driver,hoe loon had2 work 4 his dad...im so tired since im nt feeling well for whole wek n dun hv enough slep...however, i still insist 2 went out although parent gt a bit unhapi wif tat since wai leng n hoe loon r going 2 start their 1st year degree nex wek...unluckily kah hao unable 2 join us...so long v dun gather after having steamboat during CNY at kah hao's house...thanz 3of u...let me relax n express myself from busy n stressful life after blow water till 3am...i tink hoe loon was the 1 gt the most benefit...izit he supose 2 pay us for giving him informations about fashion trends n love guidance?wai leng n ying weng,rite?haha...im going 2 miss u all alwaz...im looking forward 2 our nex gathering...all de best 2 all of u...

~wai leng,u hv 2 bcareful n take care urself at new place...anyting hv me 2 express ur feeling...
~hoe loon,i dun might our next gathering hv 1 more pp...hehe
~ying weng,u reali care abot fren...u bring joyness 2 fren...
~kah hao,v r waiting u date us since u back ipoh so often...

all de best 2 u all in studies...do enjoy ur life....hapi alwaz oh...^.^

munchy...^.^

2010-05-20T03:23:00.000-07:00

recently love 2 eat oat crunch...munchy...
thanz mum...hehe...^.^

plz...

2010-05-12T04:05:00.000-07:00

plz stay away from me...
my eyes r too tired 2 c u playing around
dizz my head wenever u wan 2 show somting u hv

plz dun knock others backwards...
u hv too many faces n i unable 2 c all of them
enough to show unnecessary altitude...

plz kep ur eye close...
u dun ned 2 noe too much
no ned 2 scan all thing into ur mind

plz do rmb every 1 has his own privacy
respect others as well as urself n my feeling
i dun wan 2 blame juz u r nt the right person

PLZ...i dun hv much time 2 entertain u

ip man 2

2010-05-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

so long i din watch movie... 3month le....i love de issue...
respect others shows chinese spirit...
v went 2 watch movie...tats mayb a boring style 2 celebrate bthday...v juz buy cake,present n watch movie...dunoe how chee wei feel...if for me,i will so hapi 2 celebrate wif my fren even juz a simple celebration...hope chee wei hapi 2 recieve our surprise 4 his bthday although it was late....all de best 2 him...

i wan 2 make wishes...

2010-05-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

all de best 2 those i care for...

especially wai leng...n myself too...^.^

my heart wif lolipop...

2010-04-30T03:50:00.000-07:00

far from me bt close2my heart

hope u alwaz there...i will here for u^.^

刺猬的挑战

2010-04-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

你的伪装在他人眼中或许完美无缺，但无形地给我带来伤害。我不想太在乎这一切，却无法克制你那可恶的脸孔不断盘绕在我脑海、造成生活的困挠。虽然带着面具，并不表示你就此可以掩饰你的恶行。我不时地告诉自己，我为自己奋斗、而不是挑战你。然而，我不想被你那利刃的眼光伤及我的自尊，所以得更是拼命地发出箭镞。同时，我要训练自己变成有信心的刺猬，把你刺离我们的世界。我懂得，一遍遍的压迫刻制我停下来。我也不敢许下承诺，害怕会辜负你们的期望。“加油吧！”我面向着镜子...

wats rainy day can do？

2010-04-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

rainy day...slepy...throw myself onto bed...body pain nex day...tired...lazy 2 drive...dad fetch me2sch...mum went along...im hapi like child...recall my childhood...yuppy!^.^

de day my parent hv trip...

2010-04-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

yummy....^.^

my breakfast n ♥ lovely coffee

noodles( my bro bought 4 me)...tats my dinner

mum treat me as kid

*p/s : cant imagine if i leave home nex year...since i hate 2 tink wat 2 eat n dun noe any cooking skills...reali miss my mum n dad...

wat hapen 2 me 2day?

2010-04-16T20:21:00.000-07:00

went 2 cross-country started my unlucky day...from de beginning, 3 of us decided2 home after registeration...at the end juz yi xuan insist on tat...no choice v sit tien eek's car...v be laz group while waiting tien eek made decision...thanz tat teacher lead us the short cut back2 the start point...at de moment i reached sch after the occassion end,juz shocked2 c my car window has been broken...oh my god...i cant do nthing juz needed 2 inform my dad...no wonder y those bad pp wanted2 do so...my car is old1...the cars parked beside were much more luxurious...nting could be stolen leh...wats in ur mind 2 broken it?mayb my car alarm 'sot' liao from de moment i wanted2 locked the car n went 2 pologround by tian eek's car...nobody even the sch security guide could help...
car's window has been broken was nt my fault...plz dun kep angry me...i explained again n again...dun wan2 repeat any more...i run up 2 upper floor as i could run away from prating...again i broke my house window...y window again?for sure,the nex min my dad called home n angry me...im speeechless in the whole call...so sori 2 my dad n mum...mum,dad should juz blame me n nt u......dad,tats my fault...i knew i had broken ur heart too...i hope u can enjoy ur trip2nite...u may wori me,bt plz dun cancel ur trip at tis moment...drive carefully...i promised nt 2 go any wer...n dun ask me go along...i wan2 alone now...hate 2 cry in front of pp...plz...tears cant b stop as it start2 drop...i wan2 close my eye n stop tinking of tat...

孩子气的婚礼

2010-04-16T08:09:00.000-07:00

带着清纯的脸孔走向教堂的前门...那会是幸福的前奏吗？一切都是噩梦的开始。三个人的婚礼拥有的祝福也只能说是虚伪的掩饰。可能目前的你们还在爱情的大海、不懂得前方的路更是遥远。许许多多的天空还没有看完，就被逼把自己绑锁在某个角落...日后的你们会后悔的、不断地埋怨如今的过错。一时的冲动不仅仅摧毁了你们的未来，也把那小小的生命带到这黑暗的世界。以你们目前的思想和知识，能保证可以给予最好的生活他吗？他可是无辜的受害者啊！所以，完结篇总牵连着斗气与哭泣，甚至是无奈的伤害和生命的威胁。别因孩子气的天真杀害青碧的未来了。

原来是步行是一种享受！

2010-04-13T09:35:00.000-07:00

有许多说不出的兴奋...要怎么形容才是呢?
曾经我有怀疑这一切的事实，或许到目前为止那都是幻觉。
懂得到达的路程还很遥远，但还是在学会放慢脚步看清自己的旅程。

曾经我跑地太快，现在才晓得自己忽略很多小节。
可能那时候的我不曾想象它的存在、甚至捏造它的模型。
人要一步一步地往前走，虽然许多事物往后退、却带离不必要的烦恼。

*p/s-不要把自己放在跑道上，学会步行是一种享受！

不敢多想

2010-04-10T18:26:00.000-07:00

还在怀疑决定是对的吗。还是我的努力一直都不够？告诉自己不能那样，如今却把思索混乱了。理所当然的，当中我懂了不少，也或许在那之前我没有机会晓得。一年后的我会是怎样？我不想拥有后悔和悲哀。承诺我为自己协定，同时也在依赖你们的支持。谢谢你不间接的给我鼓励。我会好好地实现我们的诺言。

噩梦的影子

2010-04-07T04:51:00.000-07:00

《我要离开你的地盘，你却狠狠地在我心墙画上逗号。》

《你或许不晓得那，也可能假装不懂的。》

《受够了你的折磨，不想再让你有机会踏入我的世界。》

《无法阻止你的路过，但请不要多留一步。》

《我唯有闭上眼睛才看不见你的影子、失去你的消息。》

Blood out from my Body...hehe

2010-03-31T03:01:00.000-07:00

2day is a brand new day...hehe...i would never 4gt it...it was new 2 me...1st time i donate blood...hehe...2 days ago,there r few Red Crescent members came 2 our class 2 inform us tat there wil b a blood donating campaigns held on 2day...
ooops...i 4gt2 ask permissions from my parent...actuali i decided 2 hv a look in tat campaigns since yee leng (my lovely clasmates) hv de same idea too... 1stly, v r asked2 fill in form...then v r test 4 blood pressure n blood-group...luckily i passed all those test n slept more than 5 hour b4 de day...i hv 114 for tat blood pressure...ooops...i cant rmb wat de unit for blood pressure...izit atm?haha impossible...u might tink tat im crazy2 mark tat ask unit...plz 4gv me...im a physics student,nt bio student... i nv regret2 chose physics as my stpm subject...hehe... i dun fel scare...juz a bit nervous..hehe...at first i tot donate blood jz take few min...staring 2 white ceiling wait n wait...how come it's so long？haiz...i juz kep smiling n chat wif my clasmates...ooops...i juz donated 300 ml blood.. im so hapi after tat...my clasmates r curious loh...wan2 noe wat hapen 2 me...suppose tat ones who hv donated blood should looks pale...however they said my face like reddish red apple...haha...i oso dunoe..hehe.. im enjoying my tiger biscuit n black currants which r given after donating blood...i do agree wif wat my fren said...reali fel hungry after tat ...

因你们而快乐的我！

2010-03-25T04:50:00.000-07:00

心中有许多说不出的快乐。。。那是我的错觉吗？热情的你们温暖友情的世界。。。谢谢你们！

微笑融化快乐好比泪滴演绎悲伤！

2010-03-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

常问自己快乐吗？答案总是一样．．．有谁每一天都是那样的快乐、不曾被悲伤缠绕？好羡慕那些朋友可以把心事一一地向亲人或知己诉说。我也不晓得为何自己没有那一份勇气，或许也只差那么一丁点。总觉得自己的事情自己扛就好，何必麻烦他人呢？虽然懂得家人和朋友都愿意献出时间聆听，但我就是那样的固执．．．心灵深处只容纳自己一人。你不是我，我不是你。我的表达能力还有待进步所以要让你们真正明白一切还是有些困难。在某些领域，我好想拥有你们的支持。然而，每个人的审美观往往并不能一样，也不可能和我的观念完全一致。我也是那样，当朋友需要倾诉时，我无法给予百分百的关怀，对不起我不懂得安慰。那一刻我以为你是我倾诉的对象，下一刻你可能觉得我很厌烦。我不想那样．．．朋友，我害怕你给我太多的依赖造成我是你的傀儡。你们都有自己的烦恼，添上我的背包你们会更累的！让微笑遮盖我的悲伤，我会没事的！微笑融化快乐好比泪滴演绎悲伤！

等号、符号

2010-03-15T03:26:00.000-07:00

∴°★．☆° ．★·°∴°°★亲情≠友情≠爱情．° ．·。∴° ☆ ．·°∴° ☆．．·°∴°．☆°★°∴° °∴ ☆° ．·★°∴° 家人=爱．°° ∴°．♥ ★ ．·°∴°．°∴°．★朋友=信任☆° ．· °．☆°．★· °．°°．情人=坦白★ ．·°∴★°．°∴°．☆° ．·°∴の爱≠信任≠坦白°．° ．·°∴°★．°．∴·°°

∴°★．☆° ．★·°∴°★笑容≠泪滴．° ．·。∴° ☆ ．·°∴° ☆．．·°∴°．☆°★°∴° °∴ ☆° ．·★°∴°(=^o^=)微笑=快乐．°° ∴°．°★ ．·° ∴°．°∴°．★哭泣=伤心~~>_<~~ ☆° ．· °．☆° ．★· °．°°．★ ．快乐≠伤心·°∴★°．°∴°の．☆° ．·°∴°．° ．

∴°★．☆幻想≠梦想≠等待° ．★·°∴°．° ．·∴° ☆ 努力=未来．·°∴° ☆．．·°∴°．☆°★°∴° °∴ ☆° ．·★°∴°．放弃=失望°° ∴°．°★ ．·°∴°．°∴°．★☆° ．· 愿望=希望°．☆° ．★· ☆°．°°．★ ．·°∴★°．°∴°．の未来≠失望≠希望☆° ．·°∴°．° ．·°∴°★．

∴°★．☆° ．★·°∴°★．° ．·。∴蓝天≠夜晚° ☆ ．·°∴° ☆．．·°∴°．☆°★°∴° °∴ ☆° ．·★°∴°．°° ∴°．°♀女孩=天空★ ．·°∴°．°∴°．男孩♂=星星★☆°．· °．☆° ．★· °．°°．★ ．·°∴★°．°∴°．☆° ．·°∴°の女孩≠男孩．° ．·°∴°★．°．∴·°°

当天空与草原成为一体。。。

2010-03-13T01:53:00.000-08:00

。有说空颜就心。。
。。人天的色是情。

。我欢一仰天。。
。。喜在旁望空。

。看蔚色云。。
。。着蓝的朵。

。发微嬉了。。
。。现笑戏。。

。如有么天。。
。。果那一。

。躺绿悠草。。。
。。在悠的原。

。看鸟穿云。。
。。着儿梭朵。

。跟蒲英翔。。
。。随公飞。

。那多在。。
。。是自啊。

。天最的色。。
。。空美景。

。我会它载心的。。
。。都把记在里。

谢谢你的关心

2010-02-27T18:36:00.000-08:00

午夜沉默的雨滴...我在墙角为自己打气...没有勇气把心事告诉朋友...原来我一直都是那样...一切让我自己去面对就好了...我不曾想过你会在一旁默默地给予安慰...谢谢你的关心...曾经的都过去了...我也不应该再想了...你的鼓励我懂的...

对的人要在适当的那一刻遇上，遇上错的人只能说自己倒霉

2010-02-23T00:48:00.000-08:00

朋友一个一个地要到外地去深造...
为何每一次心情都是那样？
真的不舍得啊！
如果让时间能调整，
多希望我们可以认识地更早。
光华校记团，我没有后悔加入。
虽然从中带来了少许的伤害，
但我也累计了不少快乐的回忆。
谢谢你们！
你们都是对的人...
也要感谢错的人...
你让我懂得友情在对与错的圈子。
错的人我要把你忘记...
对的人才是我世界的全部。
我们的承诺让我懂得珍惜和努力地为自己奋斗...
忙碌中也要好好地照顾自己哦！
这是我们的协议哦...加油吧！

Hapiest new YeAr 2010

2010-02-20T02:05:00.000-08:00

im so hapi...tis was de 1st time i wan 2 celebrated CNY...mayb laz year i celebrate at The best Store...damn boring laz year...few wek b4 CnY,i went Shoping wif my fren,wai leng...although im tired after sch or koko, i still hv such initial 2 out wif her...v went in almost every shop in ipoh parade n jusco...time passed reali fast when v shoping...luckily v bought somthings...hehe

1st two days,my time spent wif family n relatives...i want 2 say sori 2 my cousin hu back from kl...i kept outing n dun even hv a good conversation wif u all...by de day im free,i juz noticed tat u all back homtown le...

3rd day, kar leng n ker lee came 2 my house...they juz gv me a call b4 thay came...luckily juz 2of them...haha...nt more than 15min they enter my house,v started our angpao journey...2nd station(wai leng house)...by de time v reach,she was nt at hom...still on the way back from cameron highland...no choice,v had 2 move 2 next place...kuan fei house...3 of us dunoe wat2 said after enter his house...his ex-clasmates was there...v enjoy de air-con a while juz 2 charge energy b4 start our engine 2 wei en's house...i tink ker lee reali enjoy those food while waiting wai leng,wan lim,wei min n joey come...after tat,v visit pei pei new house n had pillow talk there...

at night,5 of us (wai leng, ying weng,kar hao hoe loon n me) went 2 T.O.S. cafe...it's reali dificult 2 find a car park...how much energy kah hao use2 park his car at the corner road...as v found seats,the manager told us tat kitchen hs closed...no point v argue wif him...walk here n there 2 take photo...hehe....final destination--bercham mcd....v kep discus our nex gathering abot 3hours...haiz...tat time almost 3am...

4th day,im shock 2 received ex-highway call...tat was TI voice...i tot he dun rmb me tim...at laz i oli noe tat was my fault...i miss took him hp no...tats y he cant contact me...i almost crazy when i received his call......i haven take bath n juz like a sakai...luckily i was able 2 clean up n b prepared...im so sori2 those my clasmates...bcoz i suden dun go teacher house n im de 1 hu noe both teacher's house...reali made trouble 2 them...im sori...Ex-highway gt such a BIG idea go north 2bai nian...tat day TI was tricker..."Sori,Im nt at Home...Ipoh now...." haha....during de 2 hours journey, i had two jalans...haiz...i juz noe the newest jalan tat day...izit those study at taiwan is like tat?so "friendly"?haha...3guys reali bad...kep blow water...n make stella n some1 embarrass...

5th,i went 2 gua tempurung wif gwuang hwa fren...reali challeging...in tat 4 hour,lucas kep screaming...he was de oli guy 2 make such sound...whats wrong wif him?other guy oso naked their legs...v kep laughing...althoght v lost,the tourist guide noticed tat due 2 his "scream"...haha....how stupid m i wore my watch along...luckily gt taiwan highway(juz upgrade from jalan) help me...thanz..at nite--how many station v drop n pick pp?bi hua,lucas,wen xin,kent choong,jia jun,kean ng house...from 1st,5pp bcome 13-15pp...lasts,6 cars went 2 my house n hv steamboat at midnite...ooops...its reali grand

6th,climb moutain wif mr bean them...im going 2 miss mr.bean...his humorous....ooops...bring along 2 johor le...

7th, f5 gathering...so charm...all pp travel aeroplane...juz 4 of us...nex time i dun wan2 b organizer le...nite,v hv steamboat at kah hao house...too much ting2 eat..tats y iv decide2 walk around...on the way home,v met som guys reali nt friendly...6 of them chase us wif motor...wats feling those fren aroud me?i was lost...if somting hapen,i tink i wil nv alow 2 out at nite...thanz god 4 nting hapen...luckily, there r some uncles n aunts drink around...v run n wait for help...ooops...it's oredi 5am v play poker cards...

2ml is sch day le...i still in CnY mood...thanz my family,relative n fren especially gwuang hwa de...i miss u all...coming year v may busy wif work or studies..bt kep in touch oh...rmb 2 kep healthy n hapi...i will b there if u wan som1 2 share ur feelings...hehe...HaPi New yEaR!

泡沫小熊

2010-02-10T03:04:00.000-08:00

思绪被混乱...跟随夜晚的安静,静静地在等待
快乐的每一刻都好想分享，却不晓得微笑是否融化沉默
心灵的交叉点曾经用数学的方程式来计算，两颗心在旋转拖延答案的浮现
还有多少的心空我可以回忆？哪怕不耀眼的星星，早已在心中散发七彩光芒
就这样我们迷失在森林，视线里没有你的影子...唯有等待幸福直升机的降临
也许走到最后，我才发现手掌看不见了、一切的安排都是程序的误会
小熊在记忆中也应该开始变成泡沫...慢慢地消失在夜里

我是灰色的代号

2010-02-03T05:19:00.000-08:00

有的没的都是一样
到最后还是一无所有
渐渐地不懂得哪里是原点

自己太傻了
原以为幸运在围绕
一切只是幻觉的拖累

黑与白肩对肩
谁是哥哥谁是弟弟
就是他们在捣蛋戏弄

我知道的我懂得
别把我当小孩看待
我不是那样的愚蠢迟钝

任你摆布
只是我在假装
因我是灰色的代号

背对背的风筝

2010-01-24T04:53:00.000-08:00

期待熟悉的味道
带着你的思念入睡

在暗淡灯光的夜晚
我想牵着你的手

没有语言的代号
不懂我在你心中怎么了

试着雨中放风筝
却害怕会断线

给我勇气是你
我们还在原地背对背

我决定走的那刻
好想拥有你的拥抱

你还是那样
我等不到你的挽留

生命的完结篇

2010-01-19T01:33:00.000-08:00

笑声偏离婴儿的哭泣

白纸要开始涂上颜色
成长的旅途蔓延着

完成教育踏上社会
一个人站在战场
孤单时同类出现了

牵手的那刻
答应不会分离
编织美丽的谎言

幸福或许在身旁
我们就是那样的矛盾
失去了才想要珍惜

家的温暖我们都想拥有
往往并不懂得建立家
离婚、丧身开启意外门锁

曾经的承诺化成泡沫
爱情习惯了说谎
孩子瞬间失去依靠

周旋的摩天轮
没有终止的一秒
叹息生命只不过如此

离开轨道

2010-01-16T20:49:00.000-08:00

心情已不再平复不定...还以为时间可以带过一切，现在才发现那是多么的傻气。等待并不是错误的决定，只是时间和对象不能对调，继续只会让自己受更多的伤害。孤单的走在双人道上，期盼的一切早就遗留在分叉路口，或许迟钝让我活在空白的世界。没有结果的等待，本来就有人懂得这道理了，往往就是不愿意放弃不属于自己、被他人拥有的东西。我要离开轨道，选择步行应该是最好的决定。

蒲公英的生活

2010-01-13T08:13:00.000-08:00

~遇见彩虹的那一天~
我以为快乐在跳跃
才发现阳光是抱不紧的

~幸运的灵魂在开始就失去了~
怎么才能每一天微笑
安慰自己不要哭泣好难哦

~站在空洞的中心~
看着一个人的影子
感觉真的很空虚

~曾经的已不再回来~
逆转的路不再走了
身旁没有相关的人

~单纯还是稚气~
我厌倦那一切的气氛
要知道累的人不是我而已

~醒过来好吗~
保护的能力开始凋谢
却没有被捡起的迹象

~飘荡或许是幸福~
蒲公英带着我的微笑
尽力远离刺人的草堆

配角跨越围栏

2010-01-09T04:44:00.001-08:00

时间飞逝得过...我变了，大家都变了。还是大家在转变，我也在跟随？我不要再那样的小孩，虽然样貌我是无法改变的，我唯有试着让自己更懂事。我讨厌麻烦，却只有它可以教会我许许多多的道理。人不可能只有一种，由于人口不断地增加,同时“猩猩”人类也诞生了、多得我无法分辨了！我为何要退缩？我没叫你们让开，既然不是志同道合的，我又何苦要牵你一把或陪着你而我不愿意。我不想成为娃娃，不是什么都没有主见，却往往有时候我得担任配角。委屈吗？我不那样认为，因我相信我有那一天会站在自己的舞台上自导自演，而现在是在排练。那时配角不再是我，那会是谁？我不懂得，也没有想刻意安排。我就是要打破命中注定，只因命运是自己的。世界太广了，现在的我可能还在围栏里，但我已看到我的远方，所以我会跨越过去的。

停下来的脚步

2010-01-03T05:01:00.000-08:00

谁给了我温暖
我答应的承诺
不会是安慰的谎言

回报在开始已是礼物
只是有些人只记得快乐
悲伤也可以是快乐的一部分

我不是什么都无所谓
只是停下来会让自己缓慢
太在乎不是我的想要的习惯

沉默与安静给我拥抱
害怕我会无意间带来伤害
也只好让一切带过不必要的烦恼

原来自己也不喜欢猜测
期望或许还在遥远的地方
按部就班应该能带我到那里的

学习懂得释放的那一刻
就知道以后可以拥有更多
原谅我只能相信自己的脚步

要的结束...

2009-12-20T08:38:00.000-08:00

结束之前，在想着什么？我没有力气去问了，大概没有勇气吧！我说服自己不再想，却在努力地遗忘时，越是无法克制自己。为什么会这样？我很想懂得...但懂得太多是不是一种伤害？我讨厌等待，却傻乎乎、暗地里等。是时间不对调，还是对象错了？现在才发现这一切都是愚昧的等待。我得从梦醒过来，幻想也不能有一秒。可惜，我只能说。我不想猜疑中度过我的日子，有谁能告诉我哪一天？错过了，也只能随风摆去。挽留也可能是自己的渴望。我不想去恨，因为那会很累人...心就是会有那样的刺痛...沾满血腥的味道 ...

MerrRY chrISmAs!!...hehe

2009-12-08T01:29:00.001-08:00

a wonderful hom 2celebrate christmas

Santa n snowman s good fren oh...hehe

after having party hope 2 hv a walk wif som1 love...

chritms present tat i would like 2 receive s......

depend on santa oh...

sweets or candy oso can.....

i like it...hehe

我在那里的...

2009-12-07T04:20:00.000-08:00

过地好好的生活，却在刹那间画上句点。或许那就是转折点，也可能是停顿的时刻。得让自己的心灵平静下来才能确定这一切的发生。遗憾的是，我发现时，又好像来不及赶上那冲动的列车。时间，谁也无法将它倒退。错了选择可能只有我一人那样认为。好想明白这一切的发生，我也只可隐约地知道。我没有权利懂得他人行事的原因，所以试着了解他的心灵深处。藏在人群中的你，有在逃避些什么吗？既然已上了不是自己最爱的列车，但下一个车站快要到了！不要一时之气，而跳离还在行驶的列车。我们真的不想看到遍体鳞伤的你...我会在你需要的那一刻，让你好好地倾诉心情。

我不想懂得太多

2009-11-25T21:15:00.000-08:00

这一切在开始时，或许就得立刻结束。但有谁知道结果也只不过是如此。我的世界就是那样空荡，却不能填满它。空间，我太想拥有了。有时，我会很自我，大概只因许许多多的事情我得去做。
"选择了就得坚持。"我得那样地告诉自己...

即将远离的心情

2009-10-31T20:29:00.000-07:00

原有的理由可以豁出去的都得隐藏在心里最深处。其实那是对的选择吗？她努力地让自己冷静，为他默默地祝福。他知道吗？他们都在祈祷自己能陪着对方，期望并不多，因害怕失去得更快。没有人懂得执着背后是坚持？他似乎随时在转角消失，就这样不告而别...她记得他好吗？是他的愿望...

他就在心里

2009-09-23T00:13:00.001-07:00

太--多--的--忧---虑--也--把---我--成--长--了--！----所---说----的--气--话---不--停--地----在--燃--烧--，--心--有---时--会---疼--痛--地--说--不--出--话--。--好---想--紧--紧--地--抱--着--他--，--但----只--能--在--梦--里--。--我----选--择--了--他--，--同---时--知--道--他--不--能--是--全--部--。--就--是--那--样-----的--荒--唐--.--..--担--心----意--外--的----发---生--，--把--我--从--梦----中--敲--醒--。----尚--若--那--一--天---会----到--来--，--我--只--会--说--他--已--在--我----心----里--。

兴奋后的失望

2009-09-21T02:25:00.000-07:00

我坚信自己的选择，大概会成为过去。不想听取刺耳的话语...心却越是软弱、被刺得越疼痛。我压迫自己的心情，想要减少对他人大伤害，却意外地发现自己伤得最深。一切就是那样地失望...我没有能力了...只能生气自己曾经做过同样的错误...